I told my gf that i explain with her about the misunderstand that day in my blog..
I had already post it, to waiting her to see.. And try to let her understand,hope she can accept..
Just now.. She ON9.. I ask her to see, she tell me.. ''If your sorry not for de women, den i m wrong, i m tired, no mood to c''.. Why should I say sorry to a person who trying to deceive my money? Why should I?
Do you know? I'm hurting by your word.. That moment.. She hurt me very deep, very deep.. It was painful.. hurtful..
What I done.. Is just nothing for her.. Not important for her..
I'm not chosen that day to explain with her because i knew that, what i said to her that day.. She will not agree, will not accept..
Try to use word to explain.. Try to made her understand.. But.. She hurt me..AGAIN..
I don't know why she treat me that worst.. and why I still love her that much..
Sometimes.. I really want to release, BUT i know.. I can't.. I need her.. Very much..
I really hope that she can concern me more.. Understand me more.. What I need is just very simple.. Concern..
Why we can't be sweet?
Do you still love me..? Do you?...............................................
I really scare to ask you this.. I scare.. I will get hurt again and again..
Why she don't try to read all, and try to stand my site and think about it? Why she don't concern me? She don't care my feeling anymore? She don't worry me at all?
YA.. Maybe.. She is really tired.. OR Maybe.. She DON'T care anymore..
I really feel that.. I lost my love, and lost someone who care me.. Someone who care me, is not going to care me anymore...
I keep asking myself.. Should I cry? Should I...
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St sight of the scene,what i saw.A lady(or called her a aunty) telling a guy "reversing by not watching out carefully is so dangerous"(mid voice),what i heard about a guy that i concerned so much,feedback with a unpleasant ton to the lady(don wanna mention again)**sdr tahu..
Primary u knock her st..m i rite??!! wat she wants at st..is a "SORRY"..not someone to show her nasty faces & horrid advice sentences.
What will u do if a person hit u in front, and don admit his fault,give words to u??i m sure fucking damn angry..
After all,you mention it..that i don wanna stand at yr side,hurt your feeling,do u know at that time..my heart was crush..hence,if u apologize to her & she still want to make things difficult..
i m sure,i will totally support u with my heart ..
"if your sorry not for that women,i m worry"
="sorry not for that women"..went the incident occur..
="i m worry"..because i thought u were a guy who knows how to manage problem..
if i don love u so..i will not anxiety a person i love..always fear that my love once will in trouble..and i don know how to apprehension him..tell him he s wrong..telling him the truth..and just misunderstood him..& mad at him.."i m so so sorry"